Thank you all for your replies.

Martina, why do you say that you are a bit jealous? Because you want to be me, or him?? He does know how I feel about it. I really wouldn't have any issues if it wasn't with this girl who I already had issues with before.

Brian, thank you for bringing up what marriage should be. What's funny about that is my husband is very into going to Church and is all about being religious. I think I am going to attempt to use that approach with him to see if we can get back to it being just between us...