wow! sounds like you are going through more than a lot! and so young!!

i haven't a clue what to say to make you feel any better - except to say that i care. i do hope things work out for you and you are able to begin to heal and feel better.

definitely don't put so much pressure on yourself. you have enough pain and angst in your life without adding stress to it. you sound like a very intelligent and very talented girl. you'll do fine with your schooling and singing and whatever else you try.

keep reaching out to people. i am utterly amazed by your strength! do you know? do you realize how strong you are? you don't have to be...but you definitely are!

take care of yourself. you seem like a truly amazing person! a blessing in this world!

a very gentle