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Old Dec 19, 2008, 06:15 PM
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Originally Posted by deliquesce View Post
*hugs*, mazer.

my therapy ended yesterday also, but in different circumstances. like you, i had been seeing him for two years. i really respected him from the outset, and had even started to trust him (a huge thing for me). anyway, yesterday he betrayed me by calling in acute care services. i begged him not to - i wasn't in harm's way - but still he did. when he asked me at the end of the session when we would see each other next i said i didnt want to see him anymore. and that was it.
Would it help to think that he was doing that because he was really worried about you ? probably not - my T said if I spoke to her of self harm she would call my work T and that closed the door on getting any help from her if i get really desperate- because i dont want him to know anything about when i cut myself - it's so hard you need to be able to say what you feel so they can help you help yourself but there is a line and if they feel you cross it they feel they have get extra help. it sucks - I hope you feel better soon P7
Thanks for this!
deliquesce