I've been home almost one full day now.

I don't think I can do this. I'm already losing myself. I don't know what to do with myself. I spent and hour or two today just staring into space. Most of the rest I spent sleeping.

I had dinner and some cake. I played with my cat. That's about it.
And I don't want to do anything else.
I barely want to talk to my bf anymore. Is there a point to?
I'm going to be gone by the time we see eachother next time anyway

nothing to do
what do I do
I'm gone x.x