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Originally Posted by Martina
...Sometimes I do think I use a mild depression as an "excuse" to lay around and sit on my *** all day. But then, is that an excuse, or just how our body is making us feel?
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I worry about that a lot. About whether there is actually a problem or if I am making it up as an excuse or something.
And then it's also hard to tell when I'm really in real trouble because I have a tendency to be able to push myself into seeming "normal" for way beyond when I feel normal. And then suddenly I turn around and I'm way in over my head.
But right now, I feel like I'm not really all that bad, but I feel bad.
I think I just confused whoever is reading any of this.
ARGH.
I hate words.