oh i think it will be!! I've been feeling this way for like a month. I'd feel like i am now, then see him and he'd be so different in person and i'd be so happy, then it'd go back to what it was.

When i spoke to him before, i was left more confused than i was before. I know he isn't looking for a serious relationship, i think he may have thought i was, but i was really happy just hanging out with him. Then with saying about going for friends then said "for now/not ruling it out", it feels like he's keeping me on a string.

just the other day, he said "i still smile when i look at your photos".......wtf? seriosully, why tell me that?

now i gotta get hold of him. it is so hard. but as i said. got nothing to loose. gotta see him to speak so i can get over it. he might not even be aware he's making me feel this way....

thanks again!