Hi Ginniesky,

This sounds good Ginnie , I do remember having difficulty with the uncomfortable feelling of having food in my stomach but did not have pain.

I woud try to get as comfortable as I could after eating a small meal . wrap myself in a blanket in a chair or lay down and try to go to sleep. I did that alot. many times I woud cry myself to sleep. But at least I slept finnaly.
It's possible the pain could be an ulcer possibly or something else . It might be a good thing to go to the doctor . That maybe scary for you . Can you try eating baby food first and see if the pain is still present? Start out small .

One time went to the doctor and was ill . The doctor asked me If I threw up.

And I said do you mean when I have a bug ?

And he lit into me . Got angry at me started telling me lots of stuff. I was shaking and sweat was dripping from my arm pits.
I wasn't hiding anything. I was already in recovery. Had stopped the purging for most of the time .It was in my charts I was in recovery.

I was still so vulnerable as to what was appropriate behavior from doctors.

Do you have a friend you trust that you can tell what you want to start doing ? someone that can go with you so you would feel safe that no one would do anything to you or say things that may be harmful?

I'd go with you If I were there I really would . Not a problem.
Maybe some others will chime in with some other ideas.

Stay safe.

Patricia

A PS,

I noticed in your profile your a mother and a SA victium. I am also and have had numerous ones as an adult . One by a doctor who was an alergist. I was 26 when both of the incidents I have shred here happened. A few years ago I pulled my medical records and read where the doc that molested me wrote that I was sufferig from sever emotional problems and seeing a therapist.

He Knew . that makes it ..................

There was no nurse in the room when he gave me a breast exam that wasn;t one but said he was going to. Took me many years to aske the question if a breast exam was protocol for alergy tests.
The answer was NO.

Perpetrators can sence easy prey.

This is unforgivable but no one at the hospital cared truely nothing they could or would do.

Protect yourself always. Ginniesky.


Always request a nurse to be with you for all procedures. I do to this day. I also request a female doctor .

Patricia