Now I have the urge to get my T a holiday card. Ugh. I never gave him a card before. What the hell do I write? "Happy holidays and a wishing you a good New Year!!!" NO. It would feel like a moment of being completely generic, which does not fit into our therapy, even for the sake of the holidays. Also, if I get him a card that says more than just "Merry Christmas!" it would feel strange because everything I have ever given him has been my creation. Maybe I will commit myself to the challenge of finding a card with words that really connects to the way I feel (watch me end up getting him some stupid, cheesy card that plays Jingle Bells when he opens it). Oy.
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