hey turq,  ,sorry things are rough for you. don't forget you can always go for a walk to just get out of the house, etc. the exercise might help you too with any depression. i used to go thru whats going on with you when i returned home so i can really relate. it was like the family had a label for me that really didn't fit. glad you talked with your T too...saw earlier post. try to utilize anthiing the T suggested to help you get thru this.
..and animals are always good to have around. they love us unconditionally. 
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