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Dec 20, 2008, 02:28 PM
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Member Since: Nov 2008
Location: in the glitch inside my brain
Posts: 2,160
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I have OCD. I have a germ "thing". I and all my docs call it germ phobia. But it isn't really. I am not afraid I'll get some horrible disease. I know the chances of that are slim. I get that.
I actually, never get sick. I have been sick twice in 7 years. But if I do get sick, I will freak. Not because I'm afraid of dying, but that my body has been invaded.
Germs and cooties (for lack of a better word) DISGUST me. I don't want other people's germs/cooties on me and especially not in me (thru eating or breathing).
It also has a sexual component. I can't touch anything I guy has just touched because I know at the very least he just touched his privates while peeing and probably just touched it to masturbate.
And any kind of intimacy is out. I can't even shake hands with someone. I even get unsettled if I accidentally bump into someone. I used to have to wear gloves everywhere. Now, I carry Clorox wipes in public and use them to touch things with.
Is that weird????? 
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