It is getting worse. My anxiety is through the roof and I keep wanting to flip out at my job.

It's getting so hard to just go through the motions. I want to just stop and sit there right on the floor and cry.

I'm sorry. I just feel like I can't do it. But I have to.
If I don't my life is destroyed. And it's the holidays, so chin up dontcha know.

I'm sorry I'm complaining so much.
I'm trying to be helpful to other people, I just don't know what to say.