Thread: loss of faith
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Old Dec 21, 2008, 01:12 AM
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Know this inside all of us is one of the smallest things we have in our possession what is it? Its that seed of faith called the mustard seed. The mustard seed is tiny but after the seed breaks forth into growth it yields a giant flower. Don't be dismayed over this setback, all who journey the life of faith endure setbacks, all of us. We also have an enemy that is constantly trying to keep us from even starting the journey, you can call it whatever comes to mind, there are several names it goes by. I dont give it the satisfaction of calling it anything but an it.

Meditation by itself may produce relaxation and even peace, but go further, it is not the meditation but what your meditating on, if it is God the creator of everything, you must not be upset with him. God wants us to enter into such a personal relationship with Him, that if we have put more creedence on anything other than Him, we may find that were missing something, or even have those thoughts and feelings of having loss our faith. Remember our enemy will do anything it takes to cause us to be derailed in this forever journey down here. It is important if you do hold any anger towards God to resolve this first with Him in order for Him to show you personally how to regain what you thought you lost, see you haven't really lost anything, it has been mis-placed, it is still within you and you will get in touch with it soon, but first resolve the issue with God and then you will see how you will arrise out of your present situation, do this and do it honestly...................all things work for the good to them that love the Lord!!!
Drilla

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Originally Posted by nirmal View Post
dear ones,

in 2004 i had a spiritual awakening.i was practicing Kundalini yoga and
meditation. a guru predicted i would become enlightened. i was also
experieniencing for the first time, a full blown manic episode.

well, i did not become enlightened. i was kicked out of a Kundalini yoga
group(i was crazy manic).

well, i stopped the yoga and meditation. but i lost my faith. i have a lot of
anger towards God. i thought for the first time in my life that i finally found the answers to life´s most challenges.

now i have nothing.my family will not allow any yoga or gurus.

i now do not know the meaning or purpose of my life..

thanks for listening.

light and love,
nirmal
Thanks for this!
nirmal