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salix,
i honestly don't know one thing that i can say that would help you. i can see this troubles you very much and it does sound like some extreme thoughts. if you are in therapy i think this is important thing to talk to him/her about.
i've had times where my trust in folks has been badly damaged but eventually i find my balance again where i can know that some can be trusted and others i need to watch out for.
i hope someone else has some better ideas to help you get through this problem. it's awful lonely going through life trusting no one at all.
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