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Dec 21, 2008, 03:55 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: east of the sun, west of the moon
Posts: 2,259
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leah,
i'm so sad that you have had to go through so much emotional manipulation and abuse. the holidays are often painful for people like somehow it just pulls out all the ugliness in some people instead of the beauty the media suggests we should all feel.
you all deserve to be loved and accepted for who you are and i HATE that she would ruin the beauty and wisdom of the Bible by using it to manipulate or bash you. that is so wrong on so many levels!!!!!!!!!! i found God to be the first one who ever loved me in good, healthy, clean ways. he kept me alive.
i am writing just to say, that i hear you and i can sympathize. my mom was one of the top two most damaging abusers in my childhood. a mom is such an important person to a child. we need their love, support and training - not just criticism and tearing down.
i wish i had some special healing words that would make it better and all i can say is i understand and i do believe that things can and will improve. you are doing well to protect your host. if she gets serious call 911 or whatever you need to keep her safe for all of your sakes.
by the way, i have a leah too, like you she is strong and has been a spunky and helpful alt. hugs if you accept them 
leslie/leah and the pixies
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