Just feeling so down today...so full of anxiety... I have been taking my meds and sleeping but wake back up to find the feelings are STILL THERE ugh...wish they would leave...I HATE being sick and being a client and having all these boundaries .......just makes me feel untouchable and sicker.........does not help me much more that is for sure.......
My mind is on my T today and what he is going through with his wife and my heart is full of anxiety of the fears of the UNKNOWNS....
WHY do I have to be sick in the head I do not want to be sick all I want is comfort from my T and NO cannot happen because I am a client A SICK client I just HATE it....UGH
thanks for listening to me sorry for rambling on and on about this but I am just having a hard time with these overwhelming feelings right now. I feel like they are SMOTHERING me........