Don't worry about whatever dx you get. Whatever it is, you will learn how to deal with it in a way that is best for you. I happen to think you are a really great person and I like you, certainly not someone I would shy away from at all. Whatever our dx is, we just have to accept it and examine our areas in life that need improvement and work on them. That makes you no different than the rest of us. When I talk to people on this site, I don't think of them having this label or that label, I see them as a 'person'. And that's what you are, a warm, caring and loving person who happens to have whatever label that the psychiatric profession bestows upon you. Separate you from the dx and focus on YOU!!! The rest will all fall into place. None of us here is perfect or better than you because we may have gotten a different dx than you have. Don't worry about it sweetie. Just be you, that's all you need to do. Much love!!! Good luck at your t appt. Pls let me know how it goes.

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