That's a good idea, Krazee, about the psychiatrist. It's really not a good sign that you distrust your friends' intentions when they are doing something kind for you. Hopefully a psychiatrist can help you with that, because you sound like a really, REALLY nice person and it makes me sad that you are having a difficult time. I kind of understand why your friends would get upset -- it is hard to have a friendship when somebody keeps thinking that you are mad at them, especially when you are not. I'm pretty sure a psychiatrist or your school counselor can help. You sound too nice to have to live like this, Krazee!

(ps - did you see my note about the Gardening post, above?)

We are ALL going to be a-ok!