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Thank you EVERYONE for your kind words. I am grateful for them. Being the angriest alter Yahna has, I find myself in a dilemma often, because of the continued abuse of people who SAY they love us but really don't. I don't like being out and aware of people, because sometimes I get so angry that I lash out, trying to protect, and do damage. It is not the norm, but self-harm is sometimes better. Feeling the pain is knowing that we are still alive, however fragile that may be. Crys says I need to find healthier alternatives because I may go too far someday. But I have never subjected us to that kind of fear, and don't think I ever could. I know, never say never, but that is how I operate. Kind of warped, but hey, it has served us well all these years. And saying thanks is really difficult for me. Not that I want it to be known that I am soft, but only because of the safe place I find myself in to let out what is inside. LEAH
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True love exists when we lose ourselves to invest in the care of others.
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