Hey there,
I know you are feeling like you are dying inside. On some level you feel a bit abandoned. I know the feeling well. My T is going away next Tues. to a conference in FL and will not be in for the rest of the week next week. I see her tonight but I don't even want to get into anything because I know she will not be able to be reached next week.
Your anxiety is normal. I know it hurts.
PM me if you want to privately talk.
Thinking of you!
Susan