THEY ALL SAY THEY DONT HATE ME BUT I KNOW THAT THEY DO THEY ARE SCARED OF ME CUS L SHOUTS ALL THE TIME MY MUSIC ITS ON FULL BLAST THEY WANT IT OFF HOW CAN I TURN IT OFF IF I DO THEN I WILL CUTS AND CUTS BAD CUS THAT NOT HELPS NO MORE LIKE IT USED TO DO.
THEY WANT CHRISTAMS THEY ARE ALL HAPPY WAITING FOR THERE PRESENTS WELL I DONT WANT MY PRESNET ITS SUCKS AND IT HURTS AND I HATE THEM ALL AND WHY SHOULD I BE GOOD AND QUIET I DO THAT FOR ALWAYS
THEY SAY WRITE IT I WRITE IT AND DOES IT HELPS ME NOT A BIT IT REMINDS ME OF ALL THAT STUPID NO GOOD **** ALL THAT HURT AND PAIN AND THEN THEY SAY YOU ARE BIG GIRL NOW WHY YOU CRY WHATS MATTER WITH YOU ARE YOU BABY NO I NOT A BABY BUT YOU NOT WHAT IT HURT AND IT HURT BAD THAT IS WHAT THEY DONT SEE DONT KNOW AND DONT WANT TO KNOW......LOOK AFTER THE OTHERS THEY ARE SMALL AND THEY HURTS WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I HURTS TO REAL BAD HURTS AND WHO GIVES A **** NO ONE THEY JUST WANT ME TO ALWAYS SHUT UP SAY NOTHING PETEND THAT THIS IS NOT REAL WELL IT IS REAL AND L HATE IT ALL AND ONE DAY I WILL BE GONE AND THEN IT BE TOO LATE BUT WILL IT EVEN MATTER ALL THAT MATTER IS I DONT HURT THE REST OF US WHO IS THE REST WHY DONT THE TALK WHY DO THEY FEAR AND HATE ME AM I REALLY THAT BAD BAD BAD BAD
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