Hello and welcome. There are medication resistant persons, but I'd like to respectfully observe that psych medicines take a long time to evaluate. If you took 35 in 12 years, if you were to test each one for 4 months, while many of them require more time. And if you tried 10 docs in the same 12 years, I don't think any of them had time to develop a strategy.
We know what degree of hopelessness depression may induce, but I hope you will try again.