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Ok. We misunderstood. From your post, it sounded like you are having trouble accepting what is being told you, and it sounded like you were in contact with others around you who told you that the abuse never happened.
A couple of questions you might ask yourself are: do I have times where I don't remember who you were with, where you were, what you wore, or how you got there? Do you have items in your possession that you would not normally buy for yourself--clothes, purses, personal items? Are there times in the past that are a blank to you--you went through them, but don't know how, and don't remember any of the time spent?
Do you often wake up with a headache, find yourself in different clothes than those you went to sleep in, or find yourself compromised in some other way?
And yes, sometimes the best teacher is the one inside you. Learn to trust that part of you that is telling you these things, and just sit with the information. Don't toss the baby out with the bath water. After all, how do you KNOW that it didn't happen just because you don't remember it?
Sharon
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