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Originally Posted by nirmal
Thank you for your insight. i am not blaming God for what went wrong but the
whole system of spiriitually groups and teachers collapsed. i was totally 150% into it
and i watched it all crumble beneath my feet. I am sure that my being manic had a lot
to do with it. I am left with an awful taste in my mouth.
love and light,
nirmal 
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Hey Nirmal,
Groups come and go. Leaders pass away .
Please try again . Maybe another kind of yoga group . Don't give up your seat . I suffer from group banning . The group folded not long afterwards. I know its the past not the present yet Im watchful.
No one controls you , your faith your spiritial path. No one but you. groups are imperfect seekers none of which are divine. I believe in the divine , I just don't believe anyone person here on earth now is. I believe we are only vessls that transmit when we are completely open.
keep that in mind so you will never consider drinking Kool aid because some says you should in order to reach where they are.
Also having someone say or tell you you will attain enlightenment .
Why give them power they really don't have ? If you let them determine your spirital worth they can take it from you. You have experienced that first hand.
Don't let them win. These are souly my thoughts. do as you wish with them.

Patricia