After a bit going back and forth, we're doing fine now. I told dBF that I feel like I'm just waiting around for him to leave for Canada permanantly, meanwhile I'm just for sex and movies. That got him to get the point.

I spent part of the weekend with BF. I took his daughter out shopping and we wrapped presents for hours at my place. Been trying to organize all the get-toethers with all the families- my dad's in town and isn't happy about my choices all the time. But, kids n I are going to my sister's to hang out and exchange gifts the 23rd and spend the night. She wants us to spend all of the 24th there too. The 25th we'll wake up at my mom's for Santa and then later that day I'm goingn to Canada with BF. His daughter will be elsewhere. He's not too happy about that. I have to pack and wrap Dbf's few presents for him tomorrow, take his daughter to work, do stuff with the kids and whatever else. He keeps saying he hates christmas- when it gets overwhelming for him, I think. But I've had a great time sitting with my kids by the fire, watching tv with them.... I'm not sure how long we will be in Canada. I'm thinking the kids will be with their dad while I'm away but I haven't been able to get ahold of him, but that's how it usually goes during xmas break.