*hugs* Rayna, your sarcasm makes me laugh. haha.

Tough love, huh? You did good on that! Alright you crazy woman, I'll stop with the excuses, even if I do think mine are pretty good. :P lol.

Now, how do I get rid of those annoying people who insist on trying to help me out when I don't get along with them in AA? Got a woman who is trying to annoy me with her over-sponsoring attitude. :P

I just hate accepting help. I hate asking for it too.

I dont even know if I need AA, or another 12 step program instead...

Bah. this is far too complicated for me!

PS. the reason you didnt know about this is because I only quit drinking in July, after my birthday... someone told me that I "might" have an addictive personality... and unfortunately for me, they're quite right. So I stopped drinking, just to be safe. I've just got a bunch of addictive qualities - self-injury, alcohol, self-destructiveness, co-dependent stuff... the whole bit. So I've been free of self-injury for two years as of February 20th, and free of alcohol for 6 months as of January 20th! Not that I'm counting or anything... teehee.

Love you!