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One thing I have realized about you is you still carry on your thoughts on here. Even though I havent been on very long, from just reading the posts here I saw that you are drawn to exchanging your feelings and thoughts and that is a most positive thing for you to grasp within yourself. If you were not communicating at all then you might really find yourself in that corner all alone. So continue to talk and post even though you might not think you are gaining anything from it, you really are trying and the feed-back you hear should allow you to understand that your not alone, in fact your never alone......for there are to many of us that do understand not entirely but to some degree, as we all have crossed this path one time or another. I have and find that communicating with others really gives you the capacity to feel like your apart of a family that understands, when in fact sometimes our own family (blood) doesn't even have the slightess clue about it.
Another thing that I use is that faith doesn't operate on our feelings so when I don't feel anything it doesn't mean all hope is gone, it means that something beyond our own control is happenning for us and in us to produce a reality that in the near future will be seen by others and then we to will bear witness that something has happenned all along. Don't be so hard on yourself, I know that isn't easy to do at times but if you try and relax a bit and love yourself you will find at best some relief at those times,
Hoping for the best for you
Drilla
The Hummingbird:
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There was never a genius without a
tincture of madness.
- Aristotle
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