Hey Patricia,

You´re absolutely right, on everything. I truly gave my power away because
I was always searching outside of myself. I realise now to look within.

As a result of my full blown manic episode parallel with practicing Kundalini
yoga and meditation, my husband and boys are adamant about ANY form of
yoga. I think they are ok with meditation. I just cannot psyche myself or to
motivate myself to restart my meditation.

If you had known me then(Greece 2004) you would have thought, and rightly
so, that I was a maniac. The Greeks call `kefe`meaning very happy. I certaintly was.

I´d like to add you to my contact list, if not, that´s ok too.

Again, thanks for your reply.

love and light,
nirmal