Thanks EM for the support. She did respond. But I still don't think she fully addressed what I wanted her to (missed it or deliberately skipped it?). So, I took your advice and have emailed her back for clarification. This time it's quite direct: I need this, and if you can't give it to me, I don't want to be in therapy any more. So now it's wait and see time. Again.

I know she's really professional and will try to do the right thing. And I know she has gone out of her way for me (like emailing in the first place, and emailing during her break at all). But if at the end of the day, she can't say what I need her to say, then I don't see the point of continuing. Maybe it's a good wake-up call so that I can move on and put all this energy somewhere else in my life.