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I_WMD · Dec 22, 2008, 08:06 PM

........................I have IMO a unique situation .........................

In Grief and Loss thread I have had a running thread about My BEST Friend >> of 28 years [ been all ways and devoleped to ..... Be there for each other as asked }

I met a peep on-line that we Joke on about >> You sta... errrrrm Checked me out ,,, LOL .

Now I have been in know about longevity for the Best Friend and cancer >> and ....

This in my opinion is the messed up part :

I feel selfish for wanting someone there for me that I can have the continuation of >> " Be there for each other as asked " .

Now these seperated and distance two >> have argued and fussed with each other ... [ drinking by both was involved ,, and this took place in a voice chat ]

Kinda the cool thing is >> they actually have kindness for each others life altering courses and what is to be / come ....

I have found similarities in these most mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm?? [ hard word to find ]....Heartfelt Careing individuals .....

I sorta believe as they both express >> " I like her " !!!

My more discombobulated problem is this .....
This Love I have found For My on - line Most awesome in the way of >> mentally stimulateing and knowledgeable on many subjects ... and with the ability to tell me >> aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, kinda how I think >> think First >> or take time to re-consider ,, >> Or ,, walk away before feelings are hurt .

Now we have in 7 some months >> had to read each other well >> and decide if the long term was worth the effort ,, considering all encompassed .

Seems the way things go IRL >> we have concluded we get on better than some married couples >> that is for the walk away Or let a sigh out or something >> so that the other knows >> This TOPIC will be addressed at some other time >> just not ATM ...

So here I post in Relationships Forum ........ Reckon what I be asking is this :

As Convuluted as this sounds to I .

Does it * hold water * ....

I TRULEY Believe it Does >> with alls feelings considered and Happiness Taken into account .

And Remember at the beginning of this L OOOOOOOOOOoo N G >>> posting ..
I ,, Feel Selfish .

Forgot One more thing >> 28 year cancer peep >> made an afgahn for the other >> The Labor of LOve .