i re-read everything in this thread and i see i got it wrong about what it takes to get put INTO psychotherapy. keep talking to the nurse and tell her how scary it has been. i know it is hard to trust anyone in the "system", but i think that she needs to know about how things really are for you.
it is hard for you and your bf to get through all this by yourselves. i sure wish they could let you get into some kind of therapy that will help you. if you hold back and don't tell them how it is they will never see how urgently you need attention to these things. the same old meds are not helping, don't let them keep chunking those dumb pills at you.
"The squeeky wheel gets the grease" is an american expression and it is often true that if you do not make some noise you will get overlooked by the medical people.
i do care, please take good care of you, you do matter to us.
leslie and her pixies
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