What do you like to do to distract yourself??

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Well the first thing to come to mind is, being with T, it distracts my pain, rids it, and I feel soft, warm, and free.

But I know thats not the right answer.

Honestly I don't know, I've watched so many things on tv and movies, yet when it ends, my life goes back.....sometimes even while being busy my life never changes...

Its just T told me once she may move to Texas (that's where she is now for vacation) if ....well that part doesn't matter.....I can't loose her.