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Dec 23, 2008, 07:41 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2008
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Originally Posted by TheJewelsofEagles
Thank you EVERYONE for your kind words. I am grateful for them. Being the angriest alter Yahna has, I find myself in a dilemma often, because of the continued abuse of people who SAY they love us but really don't. I don't like being out and aware of people, because sometimes I get so angry that I lash out, trying to protect, and do damage. It is not the norm, but self-harm is sometimes better. Feeling the pain is knowing that we are still alive, however fragile that may be. Crys says I need to find healthier alternatives because I may go too far someday. But I have never subjected us to that kind of fear, and don't think I ever could. I know, never say never, but that is how I operate. Kind of warped, but hey, it has served us well all these years. And saying thanks is really difficult for me. Not that I want it to be known that I am soft, but only because of the safe place I find myself in to let out what is inside. LEAH
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LEAH
BEEN TRYING TO PM YOU ALL DAY BUT ITS SAYING THAT CANT ACCEPT PM'S........CAN YOU LOOK IN THE PROFILE AND SEE...WOULD REALLY LIKE TO TALK WITH YOU AGAIN
HOPE YOU ARE SAFE HUNNY
DONNAxx
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