As long as you have her permission, alright? You should just make your own it would be easier. ^_^

Maybe your body is trying to refeed itself. Through all the restriction it's trying to get stable. Certain foods release chemicals that enhance the mood. When it's low, the chemical, it will make you want more of what can make it bigger. It's the happy chemical.

But that's my understanding, and it might be off so if it is no one stone me. XD

So, by your post I have a feeling that you don't really care much about recovery. If you want to end the cycle, talk to her about it. Good luck!