The nice weather will help a lot, I hope. I plan on spending every minute possible outside (of course, then comes the self-esteem issues of not liking how I look in shorts and not even knowing if I have any that fit!). I know that, because my mom's friends will be around, she will behave a little more than normal so I won't have too many put-downs, but I'm sure I'll handle it just like I always do....smile and shove the feelings to my feet! I'm praying that because this is the first time the girls and I have gone done there with them that things will be good. It really is the up in the air feeling that's getting to me. I have been so nauseated I haven't eaten anything all day, which isn't bad on the not eating but the nausea is from worry, I know. Ok, the trip down--5 of us in a car--will be stressful, so I'm prepared for that. Everything else will be good, it'll be good. It could just as easily be good as bad, right? So think good, prepare for bad.