(((((((((((((((( internettie ))))))))))))))))))))

I am sorry that your christmas isn't going well, I hope tomorrow is better. You say that you and your T have already discussed situations similar to this, so what would your T say to you if you did call her?
Personally I don't think that it is you or your depression that is causing your hubbies unhappiness, it sounds more like a problem with him.

((((((((((((( Tumnus ))))))))))))))))
I hope things get better for you, I am sorry to hear that your christmas isn't going well.