I'm so sorry to hear that AG. I know how it is though, it gets so draining with the ups and downs. I hope you're doing whatever you can to buffer yourself from the deep depression and the abyss. I know how easily you go there, but I'd like to see you doing something, anything to try and help preventing that from happening. Keep posting, get the support and love and encouragement you need. so many of us are here for you without judgement and with your best interest at heart. Keep your chin up, kay?
TgrsPurr. Big hugs and kisses.