Pat... thanks. I've been seeing a university counsellor weekly since November, and I was meant to have one this week but I cancelled it since I didn't want to have to talk about academic work, SI and suicide with her, and face the possible depersonalisation thing that happens sometimes after hard sessions. I'm currently trying to get an NHS psychologist meeting, and I have a meeting with a psychiatrist booked for this coming Monday. Hope that answers your questions. Thanks for taking the time to reply.