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28 years married. i've had some emotional issues that have made life tough and i've let my husband treat me with indifference, perfectionism, workaholism and passive-aggression. i am so tired of it. this morning i'm just venting because he spoiled the anger and frustration i felt with him spoiled my day yesterday. we need counseling as a married couple and it scares me, he is high-performing and i am low-performing and i'm scared he'll sway the T and it will be 2 against one.
i had special plans for breakfast on Christmas morning that he asked for and i'd never done before. i was kinda nervous. i had insomnia but set alarm with plenty of time to make food before our kids arrived for the Christmas visit. i woke too late to make breakfast he'd asked for and when i asked why he hadn't helped wake me he said, "you turned off your alarm when it woke you..." he was inconsiderate and later ignored me after the kids left to punish me for messing up breakfast or for fussing because he didn't try to wake me or because i looked at him funny or because i feel asleep while we watched a funny movie with our kids...i don't know what it was. i just know i am so very tired of this and angry and sad and i hate and despise passive agressive behavior!
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