((seeker))))))))))))) I do not think you are wallowing....you are saying how you feel.
How it was when you were younger. I am sorry christmas was so hard for you .
I know with my sister it was hard on me that she never wanted to see my kids grown up.
She told me yesterday that was her biggest regret.
Years she would not answer the phone. Off and on..
My thoughts are with you
you are a good person...
((you matter))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
muffy