(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((pixies))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry that you are feeling so unheard and misunderstood. Both those things are hard to feel. Could it be that someone outside your system can not really understand what you are going through? What they see is an angry Leslie. I know that it is one or all of you but with his perceptions it must be confusing to him. That does not make it "right" it just may expalin what he feels. I understand the lonliness and the emptiness that you may be feeling. But, rest assured you are someones and you are not invisible or ghosty. Sometimes letting the anger out in different ways helps me. Drawing whatever I am feeling; happy, sad, angry anything is ok. Writing a journal just for you or to share with your system and even t. And maybe going somewhere just for you; a zoo or countryside or watching a DVD just that all of you like. You seem to know each other maybe you can help work out some things amonst yourselves. Brainstorm. Think of things that are safe for you to do maybe when popsikle man is not around.

Know you are heard and understood here. That is a place to start. And with t. Please feel free to PM me anytime. With your joys, sadness and anger. It is all ok. Sometimes it just needs to come out and you may learn where it is coming from and how to deal with it. There are reasons you feel this way. It is ok.

Hopefully this helped a little bit. You are not ghosty you are real with real feelings. I know they can be scary but with help of t you can work through them. Very gentle but big hugs to all of you. You deserve them.

BB