aw muffy i know those feelings did we cause our childrens illness did we pass on the geene to cause it was it from our side of the family, i have two children, the first i thought maybe it was something i did while pregnant but a second child with similer problems, differant fathers,

son most probaly has problems with venting his frustrations, and when we get like that we normaly turn on the ones we love hoping they can make it right solve the worlds problems,

when son is calm ask him why he was so angry and explain that him taking it out on you was not right and today you just couldnt cope with it and that is why you lost it

when our son looses it i say to everyone leave it, its no good talking or trying to talk to him while in that mood as it just makes matters worse, but more often than not i end up getting angry with him

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