I thought I was the only one with this. I have trouble keeping my attention on some things and on other things I can't get my attention from it. It makes me crazy. I can't concentrate on the things I need to be doing, but my mind races around fearful thoughts and compulsives that don't make sense. It is amazing I actually can do my job, and I do my job well because I have no trouble getting bonuses on a job well-done. Of course, I work hard on covering it up at work. I take paxil and have xanax in case of a real bad panic attack, but I have to be careful with that because I have high blood pressure which when it goes up induces panic attacks. I have to check my blood pressure to make sure which it is, whether I need a xanax or a blood pressure pill. Anyway, I can definitely relate.
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