((((Mountainhigh)))) its a rough spot you are in right now..I am there also. I would encourage you to take it slow with this friend. I know it feels real good to have that human connection after what you have been through but it can be real tempting to jump in too deep too fast.. At least that is how it is for me. Do let yourself be happy though. Best of luck to you. Feel free to message if you need I'm always around