FINALLY my boyfriend is in a clinic where he can be helped... i should be a lot happier & relieved then i feel christmas week was so hectic and bad, so much has been happening and i can't speak to my friends about it. i should get some piece of mind but i'm just wrecked with so much worry and fear now.

on such a bad wicket even though i should feel things have improved. the kids are well and i'm proud of them, they're both brilliant and speaking so so well for their young age! to think they they only started speaking recently and they now both seem fully capable of small sentences... nice to have some positive things i suppose.

so good & bad, but the bad overshadows any good.