Sorry you're feeling this way. I agree, bipolar II is tough to work with...you feel as though nothing will fix how you feel, the mood swings, the way it makes you behave...

But it also distorts our perceptions, and sometimes it does not mess up our interaction as much as we think. I often feel completely socially inept. But then how do I get along with people and hold down a job? I really don't know, but apparently I am not doing as badly as I think.

Just keep plugging, I think the treatments are going to keep getting better, the understanding of the underlying causes will get better...there is hope yet.