(((orange)))))))(((((wanttoheal))))))))))))))
Thank you both.....I think the thing that got me the most was i am so good at keeping it calm for him.((or i think i am lol))) Years of soft voice. When i blow it I feel bad.

your right ((wanttoheal)) sometimes it is a no win situation. He gets overwhelmed and i feel like a person with a ulcer at times ....
My heart breaks for him at times. ...I love him with all my heart..
Thank you for listening....I am here for you anytime on your son.

muffy