thank you all

i do my research at home but i frankly don't know what i can do to help the situation; my own well-being takes a backseat to this and i'm still on my two feet, even if it's hard right now.

it's kind of funny (wrong word but oh well), in real life i'm much more confident and determined, but i can never tell the people around me anything- online i'm shy and a little reserved, but i still can't tell anyone so much. i guess that's just how i work.

the clinic gives some internet and phone time and i get visiting time with him, but i don't know how long this will last, i have a feeling he'll be out of there as soon as he grows tired of it.

i guess all i can do at this point is try and take care of myself, and even if i've been very independent from a very young age, i've never been able to take excellent care of myself emotionally.