Yes, I understand. Unfortunately, I inherited my mother's bipolar disorder & I'm sure the family background I grew up in didn't help, but I had to pull myself together to help my own children as they, unfortunately, had serious bouts with depression themselves that needed immediate intervention.

Motherhood requires you to care for yourself for sure. Do your best. Take care. It sounds like you have a good plan intact. All my best & my condolencenses--Suzy