(((((((((((pinksoil))))))))))))))

Contracts suck. If it helps any, I know how you feel... I made a contract with a good friend. Worse is that it's not even just verbal. Oh, and he knows me well enough - that there aren't any loopholes allowed.

I'm glad you're reaching out for help. I stopped initially for this same friend, and then relapsed a few months later (not saying this is going to happen to you!). But it was a good lesson, to learn I could actually stop if I put in a *LOT* of effort. Takes some practice to get to stopping for yourself though ... especially if you feel worthless etc., to begin with!

How long do you have to "last" with this contract? Until you see him next or?

Keep strong. Thinking of you.