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I enjoy looking at christmas light displays too. As for your friend, I hope that things work out for you, I know the common saying is you never know until you try but I also know how hard that can be, I have been there a few times. I know that for the longest time I really regretted not telling a guy my feelings for him however it ended up working out in the end because later I met the love of my life.